Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Watching the Notebook.
It’s been a while since I’ve watched this.
UGH. MY FREAKING EMOTIONS.
I wish I could be on fire for God like other people my age. I feel my relationship is so dry and uneventful lately. I feel like it’s my fault.
My mind won’t shut up.
anxiety, depression, racing thoughts, just GO AWAY.
My nephew is cuter than your nephew.
Sigh
It’s so much easier to let the thoughts come in and take over, rather than fight them. But, I will fight them. Not just for me, but the ones I love.
I just want to live with you and draw and paint everyday and travel and pet our cats while sipping coffee and reading our Bibles.
I’ve managed to eat some banana chips, a few crackers, and jello in the last four days.
I’ve never felt so weak in my entire life. The room spins when I gather what little strength I have to stand up.
Souvenirs I got from being sick this weekend/today/I hope this ends soon.
This is the most sick I’ve ever been.
Prayers would be appreciated if you feel led to do so. Please & thank you.
On another night, while my boyfriend was here this weekend, he took SUCH good care of me. I just pray he doesn’t get it now. I love that guy so much.
